"Spiritual Promiscuity"....or maybe " sex with gods " inspired by Hele. at "Truth Cycles"

spottedwolf said...

It is far easier to define the physical as the mundane....however....in separating of the two one removes one from its 'perfect' union with the other. The end result is like a marketing ploy...in that it alludes to the supposed 'higher nature' which is actually related to traditions of karmic retribution....which is....completely uncertifiable as there is no actual proof of our existence as 'individuals' beyond the current experience. 'Karma' is a simple state of action begats result.....not the human characteristic applied by anthropocentric ideas of guilt. One must remind oneself that 'guilt' is of human construct and a modality which purveys consensus so as to fund specific unities such as social behavior. Multiple relationships are merely expressions of our search among the many faceted aspects of our humanity....and their sexual expression works to heal the gaps created by social stereo-typing.

I will add to these musings the idea of a completed root-chakra in the 1st cycle of 7yrs of life/recognition/growth...which....if orchestrated by a culture which is all inclusive rather than partially exclusive....allows entry to the 2nd level of life/acceptance/growth in the reproductive experience of the sacral-chakra...especially if mediated by appropriately open interpretation, rather than closed idealistic control mechanisms based in fear traditions,.. a far wider perspective of the connection the soul/force/spirit has among all life forms. Anything less.....such as the closed-minded viewpoints of Victorian fundamentalism....which heavily influence modern western thinking, behavior, and laws.....do little to encourage a 'seeking out' of similarity in our human-experience and actually create and contribute to secularism by way of predjudice, harsh judgementalism, bigotry, survival selfishness, brutality, sexual obsessiveness etc, etc, etc,.

"Spiritual promiscuity" can be a positive way of expressing a need....... and an empowering idiom

to support.....the REALITY that every individual has to encounter many various aspects of "spiritual interpretation" and thereby certify the individual self by 'self' or suffer the probable effects of bombastic learning. Even the word 'spiritual' could be said to imply this when you 'see' its 2 word make-up of spirit and ritual. 'Spirit' stands for an all inclusive idealism and 'ritual' its process manifest. So........since we are all of "spirit"...........then all process is of "spirit" as well.....meaning simply that each being is constantly 'working' its way along its 'spirit' path in a process with all others.

To realize.....is to release.

"eyes opening wide"

I am the one who chose......

to hide my eyes behind a rose

and live each day beside in verse

until I fill an empty hearse

Then came the ones who opened me

and showed my love that I could be

by working hard amidst my pain

to find its shelter in its reign

I'd woven tight but still I tried

among the others who'd denied

to build new bridge's o'er the gaps

and watch false idols all collapse

I wrestled time and time again

to forge a waxing from a wane

and see my universe expand

from all my castles built in sand

Slowly thus I readjust

and using love remove my rust

exposing something so divine

I cannot help but let it shine

"without question"

 Haywire

haywire.....the way I think about things..

like love.......a crazier theme

labels.....just bind ya to stuff

fulla confusion...til' ya lose sight of us....

why....is it so hard for you to trust

you're tryin' to believe with eyes filled by dust

and your past keeps robbin' your faith

but old haywire can show you a way

haywire...you say the way that I am

makes me look like a kid stealin' jam

carelessness...smeared it all on my face

but your judgin' is your own fall from grace

why....is it so hard for you to trust

you're tryin' to believe with eyes filled by dust

and your past keeps robbin' your faith

but old haywire can show you a way

call me woman....talk with me a while

listen closely now and again you'll soon smile

hangman....has put a noose 'round your neck

but haywire...can break you from that

why....is it so hard for you to trust
you're tryin' to believe with eyes filled by dust

and your past keeps robbin' your faith

but old haywire can show you a way

haywire...and I ain't gonna change

there's no use fightin' I was born this-a-way

got no fear woman....of breakin' them ol' rules

hell.....love like that.....is only for fools

why is it so hard for you to trust

cuz your tryin' to see through eyes with old dust

and your past keeps robbin' your faith

but ol' haywire....can show you a way

life is love

Have you ever lost everything you once valued.....by making a choice to change the way you think.....life/love is......to something you believe..........it could be ?

Have you dealt with the power of family consensus......when the 'rule of family'........no longer makes any real sense and......only offers..........the illusion.........of 'shelter'........from loneliness ?


It takes time and effort to seek places of greater understanding of ....what it means to be human.
The effort shakes the very foundations of most of what we are instructed with......... regarding social behavior.

Those of us who are raised by parents who take care......usually have a harder time trying to sort truth......from hypocrisy.

Do you like the statement that "Love is unconditional".......then you've adopted a condition.......for love.

We...who seek understanding....seek tribalism....and its 'truest' expression

I have long considered relationships to be spiritual in their primary 'nature'. In my opinion their growth-synthesis has proven itself, time and again, in their beginnings and endings...whether by choice separation or any other dissolution.....to be only of self-exploratory value. Far too much human value, in the form of social necessity, is generally attached to the definition of relationships as good or bad. When we reach an impasse regarding condition in relationships....most of us never corroborate the impasse to our socio-political training. We usually exhort the dynamic of failure by biasing the relationship on the basis of survival....which is species-emotion-specific to regeneration. The end result of such thinking is an 'emotional over-load' and a 'scattering' of our manufactured personalities to points of extremism. We become desparately self-destructive in our attempt to control our fear of 'death' through all the acceptable machinations such as blame. Our fear of our natural ability to adapt to changing conditions becomes the over-riding force which distorts our ability to see beyond our personal dogma. Essentially.....we experience a total sexuality breakdown because it is the nature of sexual self-esteem which creates our purest levels of contentment.

I am 'tribal' by nature.....and in a slow process of uncovering this, shall I suggest 'primitive' character, have always found it far simpler to deal with......than the emotional backlash of self-preservation based in cultural dynamic. It is not an easy way to think. The arena of 'perfect partner' is something I connected to as a result of my orthodox Christian background and was 'set' into my way of thinking since before I was born. I was, essentially, groomed to think in the consensual lines of my culture. I spent many years in 'emotional argument' between two ideals.....one puritanically dogmatic and another which felt so natural it scared me. As a young man in my teen years I witnessed a break from the accepted way of viewing relationships in many ways. During the 60s all sorts of sexuality 'doors' opened spilling out gender content marked by one label after another with terms to define such as, gay, slut, lesbian, stud, queer, casanova, fag, and much variation showing me how twisted the Christian Right had become in their incessant desire to prove their view of life as the one true way to live. I was exposed to a whole new level of thinking as many people, including friends, experimented with sexuality in ways which the Right deemed as deplorable. Watching all this became a fascination of mine because it destroyed much of what I'd been taught as right or wrong.

 It was in these teen years when I also began to experience an awakening to the ancientness of religious concept through spiritual initiation by drug-induced visionary practice and psychological comparison. This time in my life opened areas of thinking which led to even deeper experiences in dealing with the layers of denial I'd absorbed from my childhood in classic Orthodox western culture. My sources of information and inspiration became increasingly right-brain oriented and I discovered that I was far more at home in the company of those who questioned every aspect of humanity than those who didn't. I began to find that I could not absolutely trust my feelings to guide me through emotional difficulty. The result of all these early influences, and others experienced much earlier, led me to believe that sexuality is the part of us that reinstates the most powerful area with which our mentality properly guides us through life and holds the greatest of keys to our ideas of  an infinite life beyond this earth existance. All that I witnessed then and since...and all that I've read in histories of tribal cultures.....when relationships were experienced as a fundamental expression of the spirit.....and for the benefit of spiritual growth.....has and still does certify what I believe.

Life and death are inextricably entwined.........

you cannot fear one without fearing the other.......

why fear the unknown....its where you come from.......

Family is created by collective idea.....

Family is something built more by choosing alignment with similar harmonious interests, than by bonds of 'blood'. While the latter is certainly a contributor, it is certainly small guarantee in the long run. I have no blood children that I know of....but I have a number of what I refer to as 'spirit children' for they are any child which aligns its spirit with mine. This is quite 'aboriginal' in attitude and far more of a natural expression than the traditions which extoll guilt, shame, confusion, and argument. Children reared in such a fashion learn easy acceptance in more situations than any other way.